2007年1月26日 星期五 ;
下午5:59
I've been dreaming recently. They are all related to my personal thoughts. They turned out to be all fear especially the one in which my mom died. That was the most "memorable" one in a sense cuz i cried. i woke up to find myself crying, gasping hard. However, there was no tears. Soemtimes i feel that the person in me in school is just a facade. When i retire home and reflect, that day whatever i did, i wasn't really happy at all. As compared to what i did with my cg, nope, i wasn't happy.
Many times, we've taken the simplest things in life for granted. Often you take it just as it is, not appreciating the simplicity of it. Going through such tribulations, i taught me to cherish what i have even more.
And yes, I have dropped A maths. It feels like a burden off my shoulders. People literally screame dinto my ears with horrified expressions, least expecting me to drop a maths. face the world dudes! why continue struggling with something which u noe u'll never be able to do well in and cause yourself to die in the end? i had ratehr 7 subjects which i can all score distinctions for it. i's life and how you view it. u dun have to follow the conventional way of doing things. who knows, i may take up literature which i have totally no foundation in if i get to go JC. but still.. NGEE ANN! MASS COMM! i still want my 10 pointers. they will ensure my my bright future. =)
dazed ♥
